Crawl space

don't give up the day job...  well, actually, you probably should, it's not like you can manage that either, is it?  you might tell yourself it's just an insane workload and no-one could manage it but you know better really don't you? and you thought you could channel the shavings of energy you had left over into something else, something creative? well now you've been judged in that different arena and what a surprise you are still found wanting.  you are so slow, when will you realise that it really doesn't matter how hard you try?